Confessions Of An EarthAngel
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It is through making difficult choices in life that we discover our purpose. 6:17 AM // Wishing You Well...♥
9 March 2010
Tuesday
7:25am
For the longest time, I have a strong knowing that my 11-year old daughter is more than a daughter to me. She is my soul mate, an angel who has chosen to disguise herself as a human so that she can be one of my closest teachers and mirrors on earth.
Many a time she brought powerful lessons, insights and healings through her innocent childlike ways. If I had not been vigilant enough, I would have missed the messages she was trying to deliver on behalf of Spirit. She too brought many blessings to me, often manifested as unexpected abundance, simple because she is such a pure and evolved soul.
She did her wonders again on last Sunday.
Fiddling with the music playlist in her mobile phone, she offered to play one of my favourite Chinese pop songs called ‘Fairy Tale’ (Tong Hua). As I listened to the familiar tune, a particular line moved me like it never did before – “I wish to transform myself into an angel, like in the fairy tales, so I can always be by your side to protect you”. It touched me so deeply when I recognized it was actually a live message from my angelic guides, assuring me of their constant presence in my life , as my companion and support on this path of remembrance, realisation and becoming the I Am that I Am. They whispered gently into my heart, ‘do not give up on humanity at this crucial moment; you know you are here for the reason of Becoming the Light, that’s your service to mankind’.
As the mirror of your inner world, what are your kids really telling you?
2:20 AM // Wishing You Well...♥
Here's a video of You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban.
7:24 PM // Wishing You Well...♥
PURE INNOCENCE -ALWAYS WITHIN OUR REACH.
5 March 2010
Friday
7:00am
Let’s talk about money.
I felt inspired to post these thoughts after my reading session a client two days ago. She has asked about the chances of her winning lottery tickets this year. Instead of addressing her question directly, her guides expounded on seeing money as a flow of abundant energy and positive feelings; if receiving a windfall is going to bring my client much joy (she intends to use the winnings for financing her spiritual pursuits), she should first give joy to the world. What goes around, comes around. The universe would then respond by returning joy and other forms of abundance to her. Practice makes perfect. As we get better with perceiving money as an expression of a flow of healthy energy, we train our mind to be less attached with the output per se (which is money itself) but focus more on ensuring a constant flow of positive energy and feelings in and out of our life. Feelings is the language of the soul. When our reality is filled with uplifting feelings, we are communicating to the universe we feel and are abundant. Through the universal law of attraction, money and other forms of abundance will surely knock on our door.
After our session, feeling more hopeful, my client went off to get a couple of lottery tickets that day. By evening, she texted to say her numbers didn’t strike but she feels pretty sure her opportunities for winning in the future have increased. To me, that statement, in itself, was an evidence of a newly acquired abundance!
7 March 2010
Sunday
7:55am
Even though the 2010 Valentine’s Day is over, I feel like talking about love on this beautiful sunday morning.
Breaking down Love
During a healing session 2 days ago, “C” commented she doesn’t actually know how love feels like. Whenever someone asks her to fill her heart with the feeling of love (presumably during meditations and energy healing sessions), she has problems following that instruction. To her, love is a huge and vague ‘thing’.
Hearing that, her spirit guide suggested replacing love with positive feelings which are more recognizable to her, something she has experienced before. “C” then identified joy, a sense of being carefree, gratitude and deep appreciation as attributes of love, and true enough, it seemed much easier for her to bring up these feelings than love itself. In case you are wondering, this useful tip was offered by Isis, symbolic of the cosmic mother.
Attracting A Loving Relationship
“L” has recently ended a difficult relationship with his ex-girlfriend. After learning the karmic and other reasons behind the extremely challenging times they had together even though they were in love (at least they thought so), “L” was ready to move on. He asked his spirit guide, “how can prepare myself to attract a new and loving relationship?”. Almost immediately, the response from Lady Kuan Yin was “fall in love with yourself first”.
She then gave specific instructions for “L” to identify and write down a minimum of 3 positive qualities or attributes of himself each day for 30 days, and each statement has to start with the expression ’I am…’ or ‘I have…’. It is also critical for “L” to believe in and feel the words he use to describe himself.
The science behind this exercise is to develop or strengthen the neurons in the nervous system to believe and remember that we are perfect and in fact so perfect that we can’t help falling in love with ourselves. When such a belief is strongly ingrained in our mind, we naturally exude an aura of self-love. Not only do we becoming truly more self-loving in our thinking, feeling and behavior, we cause others who feel the same about themselves to be attracted to us. Like attracts like. This is the foundation and pre-requisite of building a loving relationship between two people – we can’t really give or receive love properly unless we know our heart is already completely filled with love - love for ourselves as an extension of Spirit. Like a chalice overflowing with golden energy, we could then offer love to others unconditionally. Hmm...to fall in love with myself again...such a romantic idea!
4th March and 6th March haven't been jotted down yet as I didn't have the time to do that.
6:57 PM // Wishing You Well...♥
ME AND MY REFLECTIONS.
3 March 2010
Wednesday
6:55am
We are all borne out of the same One energy called Source, Spirit, Divinity, Creator or God, though manifested or externalized in different forms. In other words, we are the outer mirrors and messengers for each other. As we interact with each other, we are in reality interfacing with Spirit. This truth proved itself to me, once again, through a recent reading session with a client.
Just before we ended the session, D’s spirit guides asked her, “how’s your journaling coming along?” For as long as I remember, this question popped up each time D has a reading with me. This would be the third time D was queried on this issue. Laughing apologetically, D responded she hasn’t really started on it properly and cited her busy and hectic city life as the reason for not being able to find the time to pen down her daily thoughts, reflections and insights. Her guides reiterated the importance for her to start the writing routine, even if it means just a couple of sentences a day. D has been told the reason in previous sessions.
During our short 30 minute interaction, D was of course serving as my mirror. I have totally overlooked this fact fortunately only for half a day. I realized her dialogue with Spirit, though verbalized through me, was actually my dialogue with Spirit too. She was sent by Spirit (or we can think in terms of me having attracted her into my reality) to convey an important message and reminder. Sorry guys, no prize for making a correct guess what that message was.
5:11 AM // Wishing You Well...♥
GOD'S BEAUTY EVERYWHERE.
28 Feb 2010
Sunday
Full Moon
After returning from Peru and Bolivia, I decided to start a blog for two reasons: to journal my self-talk and to open myself to the world. For now, I intend to blog about my daily reflections on how spirituality, God, Spirit, Divine or whatever term we use to describe that higher aspect of ourselves is indeed deeply infused into our daily experiences. I have heard many times great Masters saying God is in the air we breathe and that the Great Spirit is found in everyone and everything we see, only if we pay attention to such subtleties, only if we learn to breathe the same breath as the Creator.
Last night was another sleepless and restless night for me. I attributed it to the full moon energy which often keeps me awake. As I sat on my bed, crying tears of remorse and guilt that I’ve not been good enough as God’s instrument, that I no longer could feel His presence or hear His voice or see his Eyes, a slight breeze came through the windows. I had wanted to go for a walk at Mount Faber the next morning to talk to the Wind. Intent creates. I didn’t have to wait till morning to do that, the wind presented herself onto my face and spoke to my heart. She said ‘I carried the message of the Great Spirit. He has not forgotten you nor ignored you. Neither has He judged you as inadequate for his love and attention. It was you who have failed to slow down to breathe the air, to feel his caress on your face and body, to taste the food he sent and bathe in the sunshine radiating from his majestic body. If you had been undeserving, why would He have gifted you a body to experience the beauty of the earth?’ After hearing these reassuring words, I cried even harder. This time out of gratitude and humility.
True enough, God speaks to us all the time 24/7. We won’t miss noticing His presence if we make an effort to pause and breathe in His essence.
2 March 2010
Tuesday
6:30am
After sending my son off to school, I sat down at the children’s playground to admire the moon. It is two days after full moon and the moon still appears unusually bright in the morning sky. Having rested for a few days upon returning from Peru, I started meeting my clients again on last Sunday. It struck me that it is so much easier to think, feel and be so-called spiritual when I am at work - wearing the hat of an energy healer, and channel – compared to the times when I see myself as a mother, daughter, sister, lover or friend. When I am in sessions with my clients, I could easily perceive them as beautiful souls who are here on earth for some serious learning. I see myself acting out of compassion as I relate and connect to the spirituality of the issues they are facing. I like the Me who is at work because that is the version of me who is least attached to ego and most aligned with my higher purpose.
Ironically, the minute I step out of my work room, I become a typical human - highly judgemental, reacting out of fear, and living either in the past or future, rather than experiencing the moment as it is. I stop seeing the people around me as souls in a human garment and thus get caught up with control dramas which of course stem from the outdated belief that we are undeserving of Perfect Love and Acceptance – a memory so deeply imprinted in the human mind. Whilst I like the Me at work, I reckon I need the Me who is not at work as a growth impetus. After all I am here on earth for my soul’s evolution and there is no better way to practice Being the Light than immersing myself in a totally human environment. On this earth plane where duality exists, the presence of fear enhances the appeal of love.
It is through making difficult choices in life that we discover our purpose. 6:17 AM // Wishing You Well...♥
9 March 2010
Tuesday
7:25am
For the longest time, I have a strong knowing that my 11-year old daughter is more than a daughter to me. She is my soul mate, an angel who has chosen to disguise herself as a human so that she can be one of my closest teachers and mirrors on earth.
Many a time she brought powerful lessons, insights and healings through her innocent childlike ways. If I had not been vigilant enough, I would have missed the messages she was trying to deliver on behalf of Spirit. She too brought many blessings to me, often manifested as unexpected abundance, simple because she is such a pure and evolved soul.
She did her wonders again on last Sunday.
Fiddling with the music playlist in her mobile phone, she offered to play one of my favourite Chinese pop songs called ‘Fairy Tale’ (Tong Hua). As I listened to the familiar tune, a particular line moved me like it never did before – “I wish to transform myself into an angel, like in the fairy tales, so I can always be by your side to protect you”. It touched me so deeply when I recognized it was actually a live message from my angelic guides, assuring me of their constant presence in my life , as my companion and support on this path of remembrance, realisation and becoming the I Am that I Am. They whispered gently into my heart, ‘do not give up on humanity at this crucial moment; you know you are here for the reason of Becoming the Light, that’s your service to mankind’.
As the mirror of your inner world, what are your kids really telling you?
2:20 AM // Wishing You Well...♥
Here's a video of You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban.
7:24 PM // Wishing You Well...♥
PURE INNOCENCE -ALWAYS WITHIN OUR REACH.
5 March 2010
Friday
7:00am
Let’s talk about money.
I felt inspired to post these thoughts after my reading session a client two days ago. She has asked about the chances of her winning lottery tickets this year. Instead of addressing her question directly, her guides expounded on seeing money as a flow of abundant energy and positive feelings; if receiving a windfall is going to bring my client much joy (she intends to use the winnings for financing her spiritual pursuits), she should first give joy to the world. What goes around, comes around. The universe would then respond by returning joy and other forms of abundance to her. Practice makes perfect. As we get better with perceiving money as an expression of a flow of healthy energy, we train our mind to be less attached with the output per se (which is money itself) but focus more on ensuring a constant flow of positive energy and feelings in and out of our life. Feelings is the language of the soul. When our reality is filled with uplifting feelings, we are communicating to the universe we feel and are abundant. Through the universal law of attraction, money and other forms of abundance will surely knock on our door.
After our session, feeling more hopeful, my client went off to get a couple of lottery tickets that day. By evening, she texted to say her numbers didn’t strike but she feels pretty sure her opportunities for winning in the future have increased. To me, that statement, in itself, was an evidence of a newly acquired abundance!
7 March 2010
Sunday
7:55am
Even though the 2010 Valentine’s Day is over, I feel like talking about love on this beautiful sunday morning.
Breaking down Love
During a healing session 2 days ago, “C” commented she doesn’t actually know how love feels like. Whenever someone asks her to fill her heart with the feeling of love (presumably during meditations and energy healing sessions), she has problems following that instruction. To her, love is a huge and vague ‘thing’.
Hearing that, her spirit guide suggested replacing love with positive feelings which are more recognizable to her, something she has experienced before. “C” then identified joy, a sense of being carefree, gratitude and deep appreciation as attributes of love, and true enough, it seemed much easier for her to bring up these feelings than love itself. In case you are wondering, this useful tip was offered by Isis, symbolic of the cosmic mother.
Attracting A Loving Relationship
“L” has recently ended a difficult relationship with his ex-girlfriend. After learning the karmic and other reasons behind the extremely challenging times they had together even though they were in love (at least they thought so), “L” was ready to move on. He asked his spirit guide, “how can prepare myself to attract a new and loving relationship?”. Almost immediately, the response from Lady Kuan Yin was “fall in love with yourself first”.
She then gave specific instructions for “L” to identify and write down a minimum of 3 positive qualities or attributes of himself each day for 30 days, and each statement has to start with the expression ’I am…’ or ‘I have…’. It is also critical for “L” to believe in and feel the words he use to describe himself.
The science behind this exercise is to develop or strengthen the neurons in the nervous system to believe and remember that we are perfect and in fact so perfect that we can’t help falling in love with ourselves. When such a belief is strongly ingrained in our mind, we naturally exude an aura of self-love. Not only do we becoming truly more self-loving in our thinking, feeling and behavior, we cause others who feel the same about themselves to be attracted to us. Like attracts like. This is the foundation and pre-requisite of building a loving relationship between two people – we can’t really give or receive love properly unless we know our heart is already completely filled with love - love for ourselves as an extension of Spirit. Like a chalice overflowing with golden energy, we could then offer love to others unconditionally. Hmm...to fall in love with myself again...such a romantic idea!
4th March and 6th March haven't been jotted down yet as I didn't have the time to do that.
6:57 PM // Wishing You Well...♥
ME AND MY REFLECTIONS.
3 March 2010
Wednesday
6:55am
We are all borne out of the same One energy called Source, Spirit, Divinity, Creator or God, though manifested or externalized in different forms. In other words, we are the outer mirrors and messengers for each other. As we interact with each other, we are in reality interfacing with Spirit. This truth proved itself to me, once again, through a recent reading session with a client.
Just before we ended the session, D’s spirit guides asked her, “how’s your journaling coming along?” For as long as I remember, this question popped up each time D has a reading with me. This would be the third time D was queried on this issue. Laughing apologetically, D responded she hasn’t really started on it properly and cited her busy and hectic city life as the reason for not being able to find the time to pen down her daily thoughts, reflections and insights. Her guides reiterated the importance for her to start the writing routine, even if it means just a couple of sentences a day. D has been told the reason in previous sessions.
During our short 30 minute interaction, D was of course serving as my mirror. I have totally overlooked this fact fortunately only for half a day. I realized her dialogue with Spirit, though verbalized through me, was actually my dialogue with Spirit too. She was sent by Spirit (or we can think in terms of me having attracted her into my reality) to convey an important message and reminder. Sorry guys, no prize for making a correct guess what that message was.
5:11 AM // Wishing You Well...♥
GOD'S BEAUTY EVERYWHERE.
28 Feb 2010
Sunday
Full Moon
After returning from Peru and Bolivia, I decided to start a blog for two reasons: to journal my self-talk and to open myself to the world. For now, I intend to blog about my daily reflections on how spirituality, God, Spirit, Divine or whatever term we use to describe that higher aspect of ourselves is indeed deeply infused into our daily experiences. I have heard many times great Masters saying God is in the air we breathe and that the Great Spirit is found in everyone and everything we see, only if we pay attention to such subtleties, only if we learn to breathe the same breath as the Creator.
Last night was another sleepless and restless night for me. I attributed it to the full moon energy which often keeps me awake. As I sat on my bed, crying tears of remorse and guilt that I’ve not been good enough as God’s instrument, that I no longer could feel His presence or hear His voice or see his Eyes, a slight breeze came through the windows. I had wanted to go for a walk at Mount Faber the next morning to talk to the Wind. Intent creates. I didn’t have to wait till morning to do that, the wind presented herself onto my face and spoke to my heart. She said ‘I carried the message of the Great Spirit. He has not forgotten you nor ignored you. Neither has He judged you as inadequate for his love and attention. It was you who have failed to slow down to breathe the air, to feel his caress on your face and body, to taste the food he sent and bathe in the sunshine radiating from his majestic body. If you had been undeserving, why would He have gifted you a body to experience the beauty of the earth?’ After hearing these reassuring words, I cried even harder. This time out of gratitude and humility.
True enough, God speaks to us all the time 24/7. We won’t miss noticing His presence if we make an effort to pause and breathe in His essence.
2 March 2010
Tuesday
6:30am
After sending my son off to school, I sat down at the children’s playground to admire the moon. It is two days after full moon and the moon still appears unusually bright in the morning sky. Having rested for a few days upon returning from Peru, I started meeting my clients again on last Sunday. It struck me that it is so much easier to think, feel and be so-called spiritual when I am at work - wearing the hat of an energy healer, and channel – compared to the times when I see myself as a mother, daughter, sister, lover or friend. When I am in sessions with my clients, I could easily perceive them as beautiful souls who are here on earth for some serious learning. I see myself acting out of compassion as I relate and connect to the spirituality of the issues they are facing. I like the Me who is at work because that is the version of me who is least attached to ego and most aligned with my higher purpose.
Ironically, the minute I step out of my work room, I become a typical human - highly judgemental, reacting out of fear, and living either in the past or future, rather than experiencing the moment as it is. I stop seeing the people around me as souls in a human garment and thus get caught up with control dramas which of course stem from the outdated belief that we are undeserving of Perfect Love and Acceptance – a memory so deeply imprinted in the human mind. Whilst I like the Me at work, I reckon I need the Me who is not at work as a growth impetus. After all I am here on earth for my soul’s evolution and there is no better way to practice Being the Light than immersing myself in a totally human environment. On this earth plane where duality exists, the presence of fear enhances the appeal of love.
ME CHOOSING TO BE THE BRIDGE BETWEEN WORLDS.
1:25 AM // Wishing You Well...♥
{ Mirror, Mirror, Everywhere }
note!the information below is mine so change it to your own.
1. Create a rock band
2. Travel to Spain once more
{ FAV BANDS }
1. Nirvana
2. Lost Prophets
3. Boys Like Girls
4. Muse
5. Cinema Bizarre
6. Linkin Park
7. Bullet for my Valentine
8. Fall Out Boy
9. My chemical romance
10. Evanescence
11. All-American rejects
12. Red jumpsuit apparatus
{ FAVORITES }
Favorite Food: Good ol' traditional stuff! Favorite Music genre: ABBA. Favorite Actor: idk. Favorite Actress: idk. Favorite Movie genre: idk. Favorite Movies: Julia&Julie. Favorite Soccer player: idk. Favorite Countries: idk. Favorite Cities: idk. Favorite colors: idk.
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