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Confessions Of An EarthAngel
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GOD'S BEAUTY EVERYWHERE.

28 Feb 2010
Sunday
Full Moon

After returning from Peru and Bolivia, I decided to start a blog for two reasons: to journal my self-talk and to open myself to the world. For now, I intend to blog about my daily reflections on how spirituality, God, Spirit, Divine or whatever term we use to describe that higher aspect of ourselves is indeed deeply infused into our daily experiences. I have heard many times great Masters saying God is in the air we breathe and that the Great Spirit is found in everyone and everything we see, only if we pay attention to such subtleties, only if we learn to breathe the same breath as the Creator.
Last night was another sleepless and restless night for me. I attributed it to the full moon energy which often keeps me awake. As I sat on my bed, crying tears of remorse and guilt that I’ve not been good enough as God’s instrument, that I no longer could feel His presence or hear His voice or see his Eyes, a slight breeze came through the windows. I had wanted to go for a walk at Mount Faber the next morning to talk to the Wind.  Intent creates. I didn’t have to wait till morning to do that, the wind presented herself onto my face and spoke to my heart. She said ‘I carried the message of the Great Spirit. He has not forgotten you nor ignored you. Neither has He judged you as inadequate for his love and attention. It was you who have failed to slow down to breathe the air, to feel his caress on your face and body, to taste the food he sent and bathe in the sunshine radiating from his majestic body. If you had been undeserving, why would He have gifted you a body to experience the beauty of the earth?’ After hearing these reassuring words, I cried even harder. This time out of gratitude and humility.
True enough, God speaks to us all the time 24/7. We won’t miss noticing His presence if we make an effort to pause and breathe in His essence.

2 March 2010
Tuesday
6:30am
After sending my son off to school, I sat down at the children’s playground to admire the moon. It is two days after full moon and the moon still appears unusually bright in the morning sky.  Having rested for a few days upon returning from Peru, I started meeting my clients again on last Sunday. It struck me that it is so much easier to think, feel and be so-called spiritual when I am at work - wearing the hat of an energy healer,  and channel – compared to the times when I see myself as a mother, daughter, sister, lover or friend. When I am in sessions with my clients, I could easily perceive them as beautiful souls who are here on earth for some serious learning. I see myself acting out of compassion as I relate and connect to the spirituality of the issues they are facing. I like the Me who is at work because that is the version of me who is least attached to ego and most aligned with my higher purpose.
Ironically, the minute I step out of my work room, I become a typical human - highly judgemental, reacting out of fear, and living either in the past or future, rather than experiencing the moment as it is.  I stop seeing the people around me as souls in a human garment and thus get caught up with control dramas which of course stem from the outdated belief that we are undeserving of Perfect Love and Acceptance – a memory so deeply imprinted in the human mind. Whilst I like the Me at work, I reckon I need the Me who is not at work as a growth impetus. After all I am here on earth for my soul’s evolution and there is no better way to practice Being the Light than immersing myself in a totally human environment. On this earth plane where duality exists, the presence of fear enhances the appeal of love.   

ME CHOOSING TO BE THE BRIDGE BETWEEN WORLDS.



1:25 AM  //  Wishing You Well...♥


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